Paint ball is fucking sweet.

i was kinda scared at first, but as a sissy i wore extra clothes to absorb shock. i got shot in the head it hurt at the time but for now it's ok as long as i don't touch it lol.

Umm i am really liking hanging with ceto and cole alot we seem to get along really well. i didn't get to know cole that well until now we've been talking more so that s cool.

Cole if you happen to read this thanks for being the food watch dog with me. it's gonna help with my new pledge to myself of eatting right and healthy and get back to the gym + school.

i am asking for everyones help to ask me to come to the gym with them when they are going so i try to get there more.

ummm yeah i am sad cuz there are 2 concerts this month that i can't go to 1: medeval babes (oct.5) 2:dropkick murphys(oct.21) so i am sad. oh well.

Mad Forest is going well. i am really liking it.

Comedy is so freaking hard DAMN MASKS. i'll get it.... i hope.

ok night night

i am gone

Joel